Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Reasoning ....

"The heart has reasons that reason does not understand."
Jacques Benigne Bossuel

Reason with me, tell me how.. Understanding 'me' has become an impossible task.. I know you wonder 'why'.. and I keep on asking myself 'why not'.. You encourage the best in me, while bringing out the worst..

Reason with me, tell me why.. I miss your smile.. your laughter.. I hate the silence when you are not around.. with you, silence speaks louder than my screams..

Reason with me, tell me if.. I am the one who can make you lose all reason.. the one who can make you smile at the end of a long, hard day.. the one you want to see when you close your eyes.. the one who's always there when the light comes shining through..

love.. madness.. sense.. sensibility..

I have loved to the point of madness;
That which is called madness,
That which to me,
Is the only sensible way to love."

Françoise Sagan

I sat watching the curtains blow in the wind while he categorically broke my heart into pieces.. I moved, body and shattered soul, into a future dark with fear, uncertainty and awash in waves of pain.. pains ignored and left behind in a distant past.. I was alone once more..

Chaos engulfed my little world.. The life awakening in me stood still for a while.. I was jolted out of my reverie, and I coaxed her to breathe again, to hold my hand as she came out, as we forayed into the unknown.. Heads held high, we were two fighters bent on taking on the world..